Make a list of the things you can do to change your situation. See which is plausable. Find another counselor; save some money; or find a p.t. job and save that money. Sell some things around the house if you truly want to leave. write down a real plan...call for help to Catholic Charities; other social service agencies....realize husband won't change but you can if you really want too......
Leave the house more...see real people...go to a coffee bar, a book shop;watch the people, talk to them, make a new friend..it gives you a whole new perspective
Buy some flowers for your house....that won't solve anything but it will give you a lift!
Go to the library and research how to get away, a business to start etc....research the internet for help.....invent a new you!!!!! Survive! and my favorite quote "Don't give up before the miracle happens!!!"