I haven't talked to her and I haven't called once. I can be pretty stubborn and I have a tendency to just delete people after a break up. I just can't seem to that with her. Honestly I would like to reconcile but what I really want is to be in her life even if its just as a friend. We've had breaks and she's always called or texted and we got.back together. I never am the first to call or text. It's like I can get past anyone else but not her. I love her and that's where I'm stuck.