I have been somewhat excited about planning what kind of 'game' I will think up for us to do. It will for sure be a totally different experience. I am thinking that she has probably never had a client come in and want to play a get-to-know you game!

Of course, I still have that blasted anxiety that I hate. Every time I think about her, I become a nervous wreck! I just don't get that. I like her, we get along well, she does not intimiate me, or make me feel bad. So why does the mention of her name send me into anxiety so bad?

I do like seeing her, even though I sound like I don't. I actually count down the days between our sessions. I wish I could afford to go weekly! At least for a little while.

I just wish I could get past the feeling of thinking that me being in therapy is stupid! I wouldn't dare tell a soul other than you guys on PC!