I've been really unstable lately. Ive only gotten to see my T once in the last month.. The guy I thought was interested in me and pulled away. I just feel like I'll never have anyone. I'm so scared. Worst thing is that I feel like I can't tell my T about all this. The last thing I want to feel is dependent on someone again. I never want to tell someone I feel lonley if they can't help. It would just make me feel lonlier to have someone see me so vulnerable and them not reach out. Maybe im thinking about it all wrong, but the 50 minutes is never enough.