Everytime we fight about her, he always reminds me that I'm not his girlfriend and that our situation is what it is because of my parents. He was always quick to tell me he cares about me and that he'd rather have sex with someone he cares about Last night we got in a huge row so i plainly asked him me or her.

He picked her and their relationship. I don't know If im delusional, or just plain stupid. Either way I just wasted 4 years of my life.