I started on this past weekend. And my mood did go up, and stable for a few days. Plus someone walked into my life, and I like them a lot.

But today, i have been obsessing over negatives like rejection from out of nowhere. maybe it's the fact i got 4 hours of sleep last night. But i was just crying for no reason, and i feel really terrible.

i hate how this makes me feel; i hate drugs. i don't want to play pharmacy for my pdoc anymore. this is like the 6th drug, and none of them have worked for more then a week.