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Originally Posted by Skully
(((tattoogirl33)))
So sorry you are having to go through this. But it was a shock to me as well when I realized I was bpd. Take your time and process your feelings, emotions, and thoughts. Take it one day at a time hon and hopefully things will start to look up for you.
By the way...do you have tattoos? I always love to see a fellow female with tattoos. I almost have a full sleeve on my left arm. In total, I have about 75 tattoos on my body!
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I've been on many different anti-depressants and Cymbalta for the past 7 years, but it's never really "done the job" so to say. But it was the best drug to treat my depression.
SO.. stupid me weaned myself off it after gettin the dx of BPD b/c I wanted to know what it feels like to be the real me again... I should have known better LOL.. I didn't like me then, why would that change now?
Now I'm waiting to see the shrink and get put on whatever they decide. I really don't want to be "drugged" to function. I hate it!!
And then there's the boyfriend... I feel as though he's lovin the dx because now he has a purpose.. to fix me. I have become his new project... Uggg!
As for my tattoos.. I only have 7.... so far. My right arm is going to be a dragon sleeve.. I have 2 there so far (one on shoulder and one on forearm) I just wish tats wern't so expensive... lol I used to have a "connection" to get them cheap but then I got the first divorce.... hahaha