I am feeling the need to SI again. I dont want to . Its been months since I have... lookiing back at my journal it was August 17th when hubby and I had the big arguement. I dont have a razor here. And its gonna take everything in me not to go get some tomorrow. The one thing that may stop me is the fact that I dont want to leave the house. I havent driven anywhere since last Wednesday. For me that is like forever. I usually go somewhere everyday. Just to get out of the house.Right now I dont care anymore.