(((((((((((((esthersvirtue))))))))))))))) It is too bad you are having trouble right now. To put your trust in someone who we then find does not reciprocate can be devastating. Relationships can be so difficult and I am sorry this does not seem to be a long lasting one for you. Please don't give up hope.

I wish you would reconsider telling your therapist as that is what he is there for. He will be there for you. I can relate that the 50 min is never long enough. Can you go twice a week while you are having difficulties? I know it is not the same but we are here for you in the interim. Please take care.