... But you know what i did instead.....i thought to myself...now why would anyone say that to anyone else....i mean how could you say things like that to people and not expect them to feel hurt? I came to the conclusion...that my mom is a witch with a capitol B. Instead of turning inwards and blaming myself...i really just thought there is something wrong with that woman. this is the FIRST time in my whole life that i have done this. I am so proud of myself
...I got mad...and i am pretty sure i have every right to be mad....and if being angry stops me from beating myself up...i think this is really good step in the right direction. However i am willing to take some feedback here....is "not being hurt" worth essentially "losing a relationship with my mother the miserable harpy"? I certainly think it's worth it....