hi
im holly this only my second post, i joined earlier this month so i could try to deal with my past but as it happens me an my boyfriend of 6 years whom i was engaged to be married, told me he is not in love with me any more! this happened a week ago, so i guess at the moment i have to deal with now. I havnt had many relationships as i find it difficult to let anyone that close, trust ecspelialy sexualy is a big issue for me. I know in my head the seperation is the right thing as if he no longer loves me in that way he should go find someone that will make him happy, but for some reason my heart just wont come around to that. Maybe it was because it was so out of the blue. I know they say time heal all wounds but i already know that to be untrue i dont know how to go about not letting the pain make my old issues bubble back up. Im really trying to keep my head on streight. but its hard!