I´m dying inside! Feel so sad! Nothing seems to be going my way... So many problems to deal with in life! I know that there´s light in the opening of this dark cave, but right now my eyes are like blind, because I can´t see the light, all I see is darkness! I grope around in the dark trying to find the right way, trying to find freedom.... Am I ever going to find it? How and when???
I feel numb... feel like going to sleep...

Nina