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Not so great, Opaque. More cuts. Funny how I love a red mark, yet loathe a purple scar.
I've been so irritable lately. Ugh. I'm not coping well and every time cutting gets more appealing. There are so many stupid reasons to do it and so many reasons not to do it and so many thing to do to not do it... I will drown in my disgusting, miniscule self.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.
I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.
I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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