Suzzie,Thank you.I appreciate the gesture.

Hopefully thank you as well.

Sannah.Yes I am in therapy.But with the severity of my brain injury, the depth of my emotional damage,the state of my 'family dynamics',the borderline personality disorder,the D.D,the inability to remember to take my meds,the depth of my misinterpretation of 'people',the tragic recent events in my life,an online emotional affair that compounded all my issues when there was soooooooo much else occurring IRL,the midlife atypical crisis where one delves within to try to come to terms with their personnas 'building blocks' and how to knock some of them down,*the comment of me being a "fk'd up friend,mother,wife,who the fk needs you,why don't you kill urself,you're a waste of air(from an ex friend who was on meth and highly verbally and physically assaultive toward her husband and 4 daughters),which was her response to me saying......."don't tell me I can't help these girls get their car fixed.Just because you don't want a relationship with them doesn't exclude their need to have a functioning car to get to and from work,or a person to chat to......"when she told me that I promptly O.D'd and was on respirator /coma..I simply believed her*........There is soooo incredibly much more.Therapy is being supplemented by myself via at home reading/workbook on D.B.T,and C.B.T....but the T sessions are one month apart...and 45 min. in length...and the brain injury and time span are destructive to my progress.