Thanks Lynn...You didn't do anything wrong, I have no idea what I was thinking when I jumped into writing that post about bringing it here.. Guess my brain frazzled.

AJ's dad was here talking to me about AJ. Saying his friend who is a doctor had the same problem with their son. He said his friend gave his son $1,000, walked him to the car, gave him the key and told him to leave. A year later, the young man is working, going to school and making top grades. I told AJ's dad I am behind him, but the tears started. He looked shocked. lol.. I said I know what you are doing is right, but it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I am soo way too sensitive.

Then the young man that is renting a bedroom came down to the kitchen. He was shoving cookie dough in his mouth and his hand was shaking.. He looked hungry so I offered him soup and bread which he gobbled up in no time. Turned out the restaurant he was working at took most of his shifts away and he was only working two or three shifts a week. So he found another job which starts Sunday..I told him he should have said something to me or Aj's dad.. I thought he was still work 6 days a week and spending his money on drugs. He said he doesn't do drugs... I don't know anymore who is "honorable" or who isn't anymore. Who to trust, who not to trust or believe.. I just felt bad he was hungry and I fed him......

Am thinking too much again... off to being hush

huggggggggggs