I'm not depressed, don't feel very anxious or anything, but I thought maybe this fit best here. Ok, lately I've been having the feeling that I do not want to go to partial...or really anywhere. I feel very pressured into doing these things and really don't want to do them.

I've decided that maybe this is the beginning of a major problem! I know that sometimes people just feel like being lazy and everything, but I don't think that's it. Every time I even think of leaving the house I feel so tense everywhere...much like you do when you are about to scream and explode everywhere. I'm really trying to do all that I'm supposed to do...maybe I just want to be left alone for awhile.

I called off partial today because I didn't feel like going. Last week I only went one day. Thursday I just had a major migraine and really couldn't do anything. but I'm doing ok now except for the not leaving the house thing. I feel like I'm doing pretty well, except for this.