We'll see. I hardly have a good picture of when i was off the drugs and right before i was diagnosed. I had a hypomanic episode, and of course a depressive episode. I was dissociating a lot as a coping mechanism, i now journal a lot, and don't do that now. So, we will see how i am off the drugs. If i am worse, then i might consider going back on them.

On/off/on/off different stuff have had a lt of bad stuff happen. And i'm fed up. I don't care anymore that you have to try a lot of drugs before finding the right combo. It's time for me to live my life plain jane.