lexi i feel that this "friendship" has run it's course. it's not like you'd be dumping her, etc. she's pushed you away. imho real friendships/relationships are healthier when it's give and take, respecting each other. my opinion is move on and put positive ppl in your life. she doesn't sound like a good friend at all. what's stopping you/struggling you must offer u some payoff emotionally if you continue this "friendship". once again this is only my opinion re what you posted.
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