Oh he told me i'd regret it, he told me things will get worse; he told everything i didn't want to hear, and the truth of the matter. This is the plan he told me.

But i am not feeling good, that's why i am going off. In fact, i had a terrible night on Wednesday. I cried a bunch, and felt terrible. I'm going to do that off the meds as on them. So, i'm sick of them looming over me, and dominating my life. I need to find my own drive in life, and the drugs aren't going to help me find it.