I want to shred the hell out of my arms so bad I can taste the blood in my mouth

I want to slice away the anger
i am pissed
maybe hurt

will it make it better NO
will the feelings suside a little
yes maybe

will it solve a damn thing no
WHERE is the RELIEF

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I am so pissed

i hate people

dead beat dads
bad boyfriends
overdue bills
i am over whelmed with feelings

i feel tears brewing, the hot ones
the angry ones
the ones that once they start
there is no hope for stopping

i have no control over life
none at all

this isn't a life
it is a prison

it is actually helll, my purgatory

MY Go_

cut cut cut away the damn hurt and pain and rage

I can't do this

what am i supposed to do