Hi, Dennis. I think, because you are not finding anything you want where you are now, your old neighborhood, it is time for you to make some major changes in your life. Sounds like you are in the throes of either staying stuck with the old or moving on and making a life for yourself. I would pick an area of interest to you (career, place to live, new friends, other interests) and move toward that and see if that does not help your mood. I'd also quit the pot altogether, maybe put the money spent toward some goal; the longer you smoke the harder it will be to quit, just like cigarettes, and it isn't "helping" your situation at all, just draining it; I'd try some new things to see if your mood doesn't change and, if not, then substitute some therapy for the pot.