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Originally Posted by hrdcoreathlete
I will take any advice at this point. I am trying to figure out what to do and where to go from here. I have to go back to see a T but I am finding every excuse in the book to not go. And yet, I totally found something that was totally logical...and not an excuse. I found a reason that was valid. What to do? Why should I go, what are the pros if they are going to only bring me down? People can only go through change if they have people to support them, what if I am out of the support that I need where I am at?
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I can relate to your feelings about having to go back to a T. I just got pushed into that same corner and am feeling a litte resentful. I've spent so many years building this great wall up around myself and my feelings, thinking that this is what is keeping me "safe" from being hurt. However in reality/logically, this is whats actually is keeping me sick. I so often feel so alone in this process. People say they support me but it always feels like criticizm instead. You're so right ...where do we go from here??