Thanks Byz. There's no specific treatment plan. I see a therapist in private practice and a psychiatrist in private practice. They don't communicate with each other. I recently went to the ER in such emotional distress. I never go to the ER. The treaters got records from the ER. Nothing new was suggested, however. Pdoc can't think of any meds I haven't already tried. There's such a deep resistance in me against healing, it seems. Not consciously. It's sneakier than that.