That last post was from my wife. She knew way to many details to not be, She remembers her delusions too, what she can't do is take responsibility for them. Rather than getting treatment for the problem so we can live a healthy life she looks for an excuse for what she has done. She has blammed it on everything from childhood sexual abuse to menopause. I don't care if any of them are true. All I know is that I loved her and she filled a giant size void in my life. She gave me a feeling of self worth that I have not have for many years. I was never good enough for my father, I didn't give him a grandson and I didn't take over the family business. It was all my fault. The family hates me because I didn't let him live his dreams through me. I had my own goals and they were fueled by my lack of feelings of self worth. Those feelings are real and very powerful, as my wife could tell you because she has seen the tax returns, at one point it had me a million dollar a year job. All fueled by my lack of self esteem. Now, as a result of what swhe has done, I now feel the lowest I have ever felt and I didn't do anything. I was suppose to be promoted on January 3rd. I went into work expecting to drop off my car and gather my things to move to my new job, instead, the President of the company fired me. What she is doing now is the same thing she has always done, go to her support group, the family that will do anything to tear a person apart - read my last post titled one last post. I really was not planning on being on here now. I am so devistated that don't care if I live or die. She takes delusions and turns them into illusions. It couldn't possibly be her fault, if it were she would have to take responsibility and that is never going to happen. So you know what, I'm not going down a painful road of self destrution. Not again. Look at the post by "wade" really funny stuff to say to a man that has self esteem problems. Yes she knew about that but when ever she wanted to hurt me all she had to do was point out my failures or imply failures in a very sensitive area. It really is a sick game played by sick people. Sorry about this, I am really angry and just looking for a reason.