There are enough people on this forum with enough insight and personal knowledge that can tell her, denial is her enemy. Look everyone look, look at "wade" and someone please tell me I am wrong. I seriously doubt anyone could tell me I am wrong. I may have problems and the last thing I should have done was trust my most personal problems to someone who could not be trusted with them. I made a mistake and it killed me. But, my love for here, however messed up, was very real.