I believe we will survive, although the battle becomes a war at times. I know eventually within time when I know he's dead and my thinking returns back to normal, the pain will fade. The scars & memories will be what makes me stronger and even though at times I may be weak. I value the fact that I am still here. Just trying to live day by day & night by night tyring to not fear the fear, I fear. I hate the person I have become but, only b/c I'm not sure who she is supposed to be. Thank you for the post.

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.think of it... always. Mohandas Gandhi...