DJ, i know exactly what you are talking about. and i hate that you're going through it. loneliness leads to too much thinking and that always get us in trouble. talking about it is the only thing that helps me. the more i isolate, the worse i get. i'm here. xoxox pat
p.s. you are NEVER a bother. you're one of the most supportive posters here. please feel free to talk to us.