If your feeling depressed you might need to share. Is there someone that you really trust that you can talk to? Do you have a therapist? I usually try to hide it when I am really depressed. It usually doesn't work for me. It affects my whole demeanor. It's written all over my face. I hope you feel better. You can also post on here and maybe you'll feel better knowing we all know a liitle about what your going through.((Hugs))