I never see my family. Haven't seen my dad since 2003. He live in another state. My mom lives nearby but she has her own life. Aunts and Cousins never call me. I feel alone. I've never married. I am in a relationship. I have on child. I am all she has since I don't see my family. I learned that sometime you have to choose your family when the one your born with isn't supportive. This is hard because I am so shy and I tend to isolate.
I have felt so depressed that I felt I couldn't go on. I've been depressed since I was a child. Are you on any Meds? Do you have a therapist?
I hope you are feeling better soon.