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Originally Posted by blu ray
I went into therapy 3 months ago trying to solve a few problems concerning apathy and that sort of thing.
My problems haven't been solved, I am in the same place I was 3 months ago, and I now have the extra problem of feeling miserable whenever I think of wanting my relationship with my therapist to be personal, and knowing that this will probably never happen.
This is very painful and I don't know how to emphasize it enough.
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You went into therapy because of problems with apathy and now you are feeling pain. Clearly, you have started to feel your feelings and the apathy is gone. That is progress. I don't know the context, but from what you are saying I would suggest hang in there and stick with it. I'm sorry it is painful but I think you'd need to work through those feelings with your therapist and understand what they are and where they come from. They might give you a clue as to why you had developed the apathy that brought you to therapy in the first place.