Costello, I`m sorry your having such a tough time and things have escalated so badly in a matter of several days. While he`s gone, I`m wondering if you can get a nice strong lock for your bedroom door and take all possibly dangerous items out of the house so your son can`t get ahold of them? And can you put a covert lock on the outside of your son`s door, just in case you would need to lock him in if their ever came a time where you would need to in order to be safe? I`m just saying this keeping in mind the various incidents you`ve explained over these last several days. I feel like your well being needs to be put first so you can take care of your self and help care for and advocate for your son. I hope you will find a solution soon.