Don't know if this is the place to post this in order for it to do any good but this seems to be the only place that makes sense.
I am disassociating a lot now and not sure why. I can see where parts are posting on PC and saying things I wouldn't. I know being dissociative is NOT an excuse for rude behavior and I am trying to pull things back together. Not having much luck.
anyway, if "I" say something out of line please just ignore "me" for a while. I don't know what this is or how long it will last. I just hope it is not what the future holds as other parts grow stronger.

I know at least one part that is coming out. She has a lot of anger and for good reason. She just doesn't have a lot of skill at properly channeling and/or directing that anger. I also know why she is more angry now and it is justified anger. But... the person she is angry with is a person we are dependent on even if the relationship is harmful. hmmm... sound familiar.

Anyway, know that I am OK if I am not around for a while... I may take a break from PC until I can get things back in order, not sure. There are other parts who could really use PC right now but they are really shy. If I say something out of character please don't take it personally.

T really wants me to stick with PC too. She is so excited that I have some kind of outlet other than her and peer support and friends. Grrrr this is complicated!



See massage T tuesday, T the week after next and Pdoc should be soon too. Maybe they can help.