I'll tell you what Yellowted....you have not laid down and just decided...."Oh well...it is what it is..." You are pushing forward in the face of adversity...and coming through with strength....and I hope you can realize your endurance here....possibly consider being a voice for others in this predicament.You are trudging forward and climbing mountains.I for one admire you!I know you will come out the other side with the reward of having made it through.Please keep us updated...and I like the ideas/plans...of action that you are considering!!I had wished you were in the U.S...as I am familiar with 'the system ' here...For two of my three sons...I had to hire a disability lawyer to fight for their SSD benefits here in the US.It took time but they won.I am unfamiliar with the laws governing your country but am an excellent researcher .If you need help or to chat...I am here.