Never hesitate to post. That's what this place is for, after all. Besides, you're always so good at responding to others, it would be a shame if you didn't post yourself sometimes.

Google is an amazing thing, isn't it? Amazing and a little scary

I think you're on the right track with your therapist, just keep steering her toward the main problem. Don't let her sidetrack you with job-seeking advice. Some therapists are trained to keep control of the agenda, so sometimes you have to be relentless to get them going in a new direction.