I agree with Lee and Madisgram. I am also a recovering alcoholic, for six months (and a week ) now. AA helped me, gave me insight. A very important first step is feeling or admitting that I had no longer control over alcohol. It controlled me.
It does'nt really matter how much you drink, or how often. Most important is what alcohol does with your mind, your mood, or why you want to drink.
I hope you make up your mind and go for recovery. It's is amazing, how good life feels being sober and in control.
Best wishes to you.