I know it was a mistake, and I know T is human and so bound to make mistakes. I know that, but after waiting all day for her to call me back I was already feeling abandoned and angry. The message said this "hi _____ (other name, nothing even close to my own), this is T, returning your call. Callmeifyouwantorneedtobye."

she sounded tired, or sick. I know it probably wasn't about ME at all. I know all of that. And I'm still pissed. Which is really hurt. Sweetlove, your idea is wonderful and I'm going to text her exactly what you said, word for word. Thank you.

I wrote her an email saying I won't be coming to my next session, and thanks, and goodbye. But I didn't send it. I didn't even want to send it. I Just wanted to say it and see how it felt.