doing better today!!! didn't sleep a whole lot last night...for some reason i couldn't get to sleep...so i woke up late...my foster child made me toast and juice...have a new perspective on things after talking to my mentor...i am blessed beyond blessed to have a Christian mentor as well as a counselor and a T...God is good ALL the time...and am sensing that God is going to allow foster parenting to continue for a long time to come!!! Since this is my passion in life, I am blessed to know that God is still on the throne, He cares about me and my family, and just because others just can't see why i make the choices i make doesn't make me a bad person at all...it makes me unique...and blessed beyond measure!