I have tlked to proffesionals before when I was younger, and I really did recieve the help I needed at the time, but under the circumstances now I do not have medical insurance, and I'm unable to pay the fee, right now. I'd be willing to go other wise. I know these mere excuses shouldn't be enough for me to not get the help I need, ultimatley it's just finances. It saddens me, that something as simple as not making alot of money can keep a hurting person from getting the proffesional attention they need.
I try not to sit back, and rot away in my depression, I do things theraputic to myself, for example write, seek free support, and talk to my little sister, although shw doesn't understand most of the time.
I think what I mainly need to communication. I just somebody to tell me the truth, be real, and maybe suggest some things I can do.
Thanks
Desirae