I was not diagnosed bp until many tears after my kids were born but I know there were signs that nobody picked up on.

I was more emotionally triggered- little things seemed like big things. I'd get mad at or cry at people who were being difficult.

I got put on zoloft all 3 times. I had some psychosis after 2 & 3. Still no diagnosis. Nursed all 3 on zoft.

Have you asked your ob? I don't know what I would do now as I'm BP1 and I know what I'm like off meds. Being stable is best fir you and the baby. If you can make it past the 1st trimester then start meds again? I dunno. I wouldn't chance it but I had my tubes tied 2 years ago because I didn't want to chance pregnancy.