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Old Jan 22, 2011, 08:34 PM
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Originally Posted by LaraLynn View Post
I have a 2 almost 3 year old. I took seroquel throughout my pregnancy and was pretty manic the entire time. The mania didn't stop until I lost my job when she was 6 months old and then I went into a depression for a couple of months. I stabilized until May of this year and then I had a horrible Manic episode with psychosis and have been unstable since then.

I would do it all again to have my baby. I went through hell to get her into this world and I adore her. The sad thing is my husband and I think that she has childhood onset bipolar. She is already showing signs and I have spoken to my pyschitrist about her and he wants to see her. I hope that we are wrong and she is just throwing horrible tantrums that last for hours, but there are too many other things we can't over look.
I worry about that too. I worry about bringing a baby into the world and having him or her go through what I go through. At the same time, I really want a baby. IDK....I think I need to talk to my husband some more.
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