Desirae,
I understand you feeling the way you do. A lot of mothers with young children feel isolated from the world. I'm sorry you find yourself in this situation currently. I'm also sorry your husband is not able to be more emotionally supportive to you.
Furthermore, I am sorry for the loss of your grandmother, who was SO dear to you.
It's sad that your mother also seems unable to show you any emotional support. It is extremely hard when your own flesh and blood, in this case your mother, behaves in such a way that you have to shut her out of your life. How sad that your mother is so desperate that she is stealing from her own daughter and grandchildren.
It would appear that your husband is not comfortable with his feelings, let alone yours. Work doesn't require emotion, and is another way for him to bury his and not deal with them, therefore, he is more comfortable there. Not a reflection on you.
Feel free to private mail me if you want to.
Wishing you brighter days. Keep us posted.
Jane
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