....they definitely don't like it.
The other day I figured I could get through the holidays feeling like this, but January, not so sure I want to. So I told my T this, and she was not real happy. She said, "I don't do deadlines.", which I understand. (And I'm sorry I mentioned it, was just letting her know where I am at.) I am just looking for a way out of this, one way or another. I don't like how long it looks like it's going to take, or the intense feeling "stuff."
Anyway, I wouldn't suggest mentioning a "deadline" to your T. I am "contracting for safety" from one appt. to the next. I think I am panicking because I won't see her for about 2 weeks over the holidays. I've been seeing her twice a week for a while now. She's my lifeline, so I'm not sure what to do. ???????????
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