Well, I guess the good friend I thought I had isn't that nice. Today we were talking on the phone and everything. Last night we were joking around and I made everyone gag because I mentioned about 2 guys getting it on. Ok, next topic of discussion...

She says she accepts me fully as being bi, even though it's not a life-style for her. Anyways, what she said right before she hung up really pissed me off. She said even if me and my boyfriend, who she welcomes fully into her home, were to break up she would still invite me there to her house. She said even if I was dating a woman I would be welcome...but my woman would not be welcome! I would have to come alone.

I'm really considering not going to the New Year's Eve party she's planning, and I'm wondering if I should even keep her as a friend! How could she say this to me, knowing fully how I feel? We're supposed to be good friends! That is certainly something I would never say to a good friend!

Yeah, I'm half straight and as long as part of me is straight she accepts that but she won't accept the other half of me, I'm finding out! I don't know whether to really ream her out or what!