This is just a weird vent i need to get outta my system kinda..idk if this wil even end up posted and sorry if any typos my minds on overdrive right now

ive posted a few things on here before about depression and stuff like that but its just really confusing me now. i used to get bad depression every couple of months/weeks ,like theyd be spread out a good bit but lately theyve been like a week of depression of week of no depression or like one day im really really bad like making up a plan and deciding whos going to get my stuff and the next day im like meh im fine.this is hard to explain,basically i mean like the depression seems to be getting more frequent and more intense but it never really lasts like more than a month or so and when i dont feel down..its like im grand and i can do anything and i go out like 4 nights a week..its just confusing ahh soory cant imagine what its like reading this but cheers if you did
(p.s anyone else get this?or know wth is going on