I feel like I'm in my 50's. I can't remember ever being happy. I have hated myself since I was six years old. There has always been something there inside me telling me I was worthless.
Not to mention I had a scary episode lost night that involved and scary robot voice whispering into my ear.

I'm sorry if I seem like I am being dramatic. And I doubt it. My family doesn't even try to understand. My mom almost does since her sister was Paranoid Schizophrenic.
I am in psychological pain mostly. And I had those ten things at my last therapist, but I had almost all of them.