i hope you find the support u need here on this forum , i have been through a ruff ride this year and found the internet a great help,
i been suffering with depression on of for the past 4 odd years ,
but back when my eldes(21 now)t was a toddler and we didnt know wat was wrong with her , they offered me meds which i refused but then i found great support in ppl , but this time it was diferant my depression was mocked by ppl that were meant to be my friends ,
i still see a doctor, been on meds this time nearly a year ,
jist be strong dont let your mum drag u down , keep busy look for things to do with your babies and go for long walks as exercise is good for depression ,also you might be able to find time to do things just for u,
i hope you will feel better soon