Rainbow, I'm sorry for what you're going through. I don't feel like I can add much but for what it's worth, I think you should have posted on here...it IS a place to get help, feedback, advice and attention for what you want to throw out there, that is what it is hear for. I have read what you have been posting about your email situation and although I don't think a T should be wishy-washy when it comes to boundries, I don't necessarily think that is what your T is doing...I think she is simply trying to figure out what is a helpful and healthy relationship for the two of you...it just may take trying a few different things. I don't think you manipulated your T...you did exactly what she told you you could do and she chose how to respond accordingly...and now you are more aware of your expectations and disapointments.

I sincerely hope you and your T can come to a mutual understanding of what you both want for the email situation and you start to feel better soon. Hugs