Hello, Lavieenrose!
Quote:
Originally Posted by lavieenrose
I'm in a very dark, scary place these days.
|
This is EXACTLY the time to reach out through posts. You aren't overdoing anything.
Between the puppy and the memories, the triggering seems as if it were inevitable. Sometimes, despite our desires to be "healthy," events beyond our control intersect with our all-too-real if unwelcome weakness to send us out of control.
I write knowing the next hour or day could see me "losing it" for no good reason and finding myself on the ground paralyzed by emotional withdrawal.
If dark clouds were not welcome here, I would never have joined PsychCentral.
__________________
My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.