Ok, so let me explain what I mean by cry baby sunday...I have been divorced for 3 years after 12 years of having kids, my partner and with a whole bunch of drama. Afer leaving the things that kept me sick I have now been dating my current partner for over 2 years and I love her so much. For 12 years I couldn't turn around without major stress with kids partner and whatever else. Now I have the best partner, no drama and I even hold a job...full time but every sunday when she goes home I cry. She thinks it's because I'm not happy but it couldn't be further from the truth. I am so happy and we spend our weekends together pretty low key and having fun but when it comes to Sunday I crack, it's one of 3 things that I do.....1. I create drama and fight with her over nothing 2. sleep all day 3. cry about an hour before she leaves...oh, one more..sometimes i have to take a panic pill or so I call it. What in the world can i do to help myself? Where do I start? I don't want to ruin what we have or treat her with disrespect. I also don't want her to feel guilty when she leaves. She has been nothing but supportive and sympathetic. Always reassuring me. What will it take to break whatever this is? Anyone else ever have something like this? Is it anxiety? Any ideas are greatly appreciated.

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