I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so down, Jen...I HATE it when I feel that way!!!!
I don't know what meds you're taking, so I can't comment on those--I just know that you are here for EVERYBODY in this place in spite of everything you deal with, and I know that everyone's huggin' ya BIG TIME!!!!
Including Me!!! ((((((((((((((((((((Jen))))))))))))))))))))
DJ